Tuesday, November 11, 2008 // 11:36:00 PM Moody. Restless. Listless.

Its Tuesday, ya this marks the end of my 2 days mc. Have been sleeping and resting but ITS NOT ENOUGH, and thinking of the work load I will be handling when I am back to work, really demoralise me more.

Reason for MC: eye infection. OK ! its not what everyone is thinking ' peep at ppl ', its genuine eye infection. Don't think it will recover fast but hope that can recover asap. I really think that my company HR never update the available clinic round my house. The one which is suppose to be near my house, has already closed down for good, make me have to go down to the polyclinic and spent over $10 for my consultation.

DEcember I will be performing in our school Bi annual performance. I actually want to opt out of the performance because we got to buy our own costume which I find it so ex. But still went to shop for it today, bought the top for now. I AM OVER BUDGETED LE !!!

Anyway for now got to prepare to register for my CAT and meet up with GINA to celebrate her birthday, which is next week. OH YA !!! my father birthday is this week got to find something for him. (^.^)

OK ... got to go to bed and prepare for battle tomorrow. OMG!!! must jia you and fight for the future I wanted.

Friday, November 07, 2008 // 11:40:00 PM Tired and brain stopping Friday.

Had a tired Friday today, have not been at my tip top condition for work. I have been watching taiwan drama at nite, cos I am having problem sleeping at nite. No matter how hard I work in the day once come to nite my brain jus feel alert. BUT !!! it jus don wan to work and plan lol ... ok that is my problem not being discipline enough.

I must get my life on track and be focus i cannot go on living my life like this. Really feel pathetic at times, and feel tired too to keep telling myself to move on.

ok I going to sleep tomorrow will be another of work. JIA YOU ASHLEY !!! JIA YOU my FRENS !!!

Cheers!
-Ash-

// 12:39:00 AM New Updates !!!

Finally back again, after seeing my sistas blog makes me want to say something. Have been really busy and tired most of all LAZY ... yes lazy is a very vicious virus which makes a brain slowly stop functioning and makes you forget and don't care about things. I am diagnose with LAZINESS ...

Having stepping into the working world for like around 4 months already, really feel the tiredness and the pressure of living and surviving in this urban jungle. Everyday wake up and new challenges keep coming to you like emails which keeps flowing into your inbox with all the problems and things you need to accomplish for the day. Really tired but I have to keep moving forward, solve all the problem and hope for a better tomorrow. I believe in a chinese saying: '先苦后甜',I suffer now but i will enjoy the fruits of success in the later part.

Currently I am working 3 jobs and attending Hip Hop lesson. Heres my schedule for the week:

Monday: 8.30 to 6 (admin job)
Tuesday: 8.30 to 6 (admin job) -> 7 to 11 (8 days stand outside lucky plaza)
Wednesday: same as Monday
Thursday: same as Tuesday
Friday: same as Mon and Wed
Sat: 10 to 2 (imm magazing stand) 5 to 6 ( hip hop lesson)
Sun: 10 to 6 (lucky plaza)

Yes currently that is how packed my week is, to think that I am going to start my CAT ( certified accounting technician) which the first 3 paper I taking will occupy my Mon to Fri nite till 9.45 pm.

I now can really feel how Gina, Wan Ting, Joyce, Jie Yi first started out work after graduate. They have already reached the half way point but I am just starting the journey. See NS is really waste of my time. lol .... nvm that. But ya I can feel the stress and pressure they have faced when they first start out, with pathetic pay and still uncertain about the working world.

Think thats how my laziness get worsed. All and all its still up to me to change my lifestyle. I really need to buck up and stop waste time on things which can never happen or not even helpful for my future. Sometimes I really hate myself for not able to be successful or be street smart.

Guess that will be my overall feelings and thoughts since I started work. Now to what are some of the main event in October: BIRTHDAYS !!!! OMG its really a month of birthdays, I have my sister's birthday, Wan ting birthday, Jie yi birthday and other frens ...

REally enjoy the gathering where we celebrates Wan ting birthday, reall really really fun, furthermore Edward is there with us too. it is really hard to get him out sometimes but no matter what it is still Wan tings birthday :) ..

For my Sister's birthday was rather normal BUT the cake really very nice, I finished half of the cake myself. of course not on the spot, I seperate it to 2 days. lol .... Really happy for her too still in 20 not yet 21 ... omg I am old already, my days being a 21 is ending soon.

For a conclusion: GINA don be too upset le, really feel sad to know you are so frustrated with problems. Always remember you still have us, we will lend you our hears and no worries I will wash it clean before I lend it to you.

WAN TING really happy and also xin wei to see that you are still as loving with Da tou your dearie, and very sorry to have neglected you and Gina and really really sorry to send you your birthday msg, have been guilty about it. Will try my best to meet up with you Gina and Edward. Congrates to you teacher, must Jia you with your dip I also will Jia you with my CAT and be an successful accountant.

JOYCE happy to see your career is picking up and bonus all coming. Your hard work is paying off and you are seeing the rainbow after the rain. Jia you Jia you.

Ok ba I really need to sleep cos I having dark circles already and my health is not that good already think I am exhuasted but its alrite I still can take it. Really need to work harder so by the age of 30 an old man I have a career which is stable also I am financially stable. Must work hard ...

Nites my fren.

Cheers
-Ash-

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about me A boy name Ashley, born in the year 1986 on 30 Dec. No talent, No skill, Knows nothing. Dreamy yet ambitious, ok you know what he will get. Currently studying part time in Kaplan and working as Sales SUPPORT. so I am not a sales person just a SUPPORT to them. Last but not least, I am dancing at Dancepointe, with a good instructor JACKY and a bunch of cool peeps. Rock On!

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