Sunday, September 07, 2008 // 11:53:00 PMLong waited updates ... Hi my fren thnx for the wait and the concern. Have been busy and lazy lol, because of my work has been quite taxing for me as its the start of it. Going to the reach my 3rd month of my work ... YEAH!!! that means I going to get my confirmation, Hopefully ... :)
Have been depress and also been happy. Think that is life. Depress bout my life bout myself, maybe more of a regret again and the feeling of hate towards myself. I really think that it is wasting my time to be bothered by these problems. Tried to pull myself together, but yet lack of the discipline and determination.
I have barely made it through work and must really thanks to the support of my colleague especially Cynthia Frank's (NS Buddy) girlfriend, Chantel, Shalyn (Supervisor). Never forget my buddies ... from Sec sch ---> ITE ---> McD ---> NS, really had fun meeting up with all of them, knowing with each meeting we are doing well and encouraging each others to be better.
Have thought of a few changes I wanted to make to my life which I should have done it 3 months ago:
- To exercise - To make time for Family and Frens - To save more spend less - To be more organised and systematic
and Ya da ya da ya da ...
lol ... see thts a vague kind of planning I did and till now it is still this way. :) Really hope to have someone to actually push me, remind me, drill me. BUt it still come back to my philosphy (sorry if I spell it wrong, trying to have good english for my blog) : NEVER RELY ON OTHERS, BUT TO COUNT ON YOURSELF. I know I do have my sistas and buddies to help me, but I just cannot always rely on them for my own problems and mistakes. They deserves better like my family.
Ok will have to continue tomorrow, with Pictures !!! yeah !!! took quite a few but more on the SKies ... So free and calm ....
So Good nites my family and frens. :)
Cheers, -Ash-
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A.Sinful.Him about me
A boy name Ashley, born in the year 1986 on 30 Dec. No talent, No skill, Knows nothing. Dreamy yet ambitious, ok you know what he will get. Currently studying part time in Kaplan and working as Sales SUPPORT. so I am not a sales person just a SUPPORT to them. Last but not least, I am dancing at Dancepointe, with a good instructor JACKY and a bunch of cool peeps. Rock On!
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