Finally I had beaten the LAZY MONSTER ... lol ... ok an overview of the pass 2 weeks:
1: Busy with work, and happy doing it with good colleague and good bosses, and I will be oficially taking over Efah on Tues. Have been learning and observing her work and now i got to come up with my own management plan on the job like tracking my orders, delivery and trying to make it to something which easily let people know what to do if I am not around.
2: Have not been able to meet any friends cos too tired and busy lol ... excuses rite but I am going to do so liao ... really miss my sistas and fren lol .... wan ting, gina, edward, tat boon, miao jun, felix, jie yi, jack, joyce ... ya ya also some of my platoon mate ...
3: After thinking of meeting my frens, I also found myself a part time job at CEDELE cafe lol ... next week then start work ... my next plan will be make lots of money in this half a year ... need to study hard when jan start.
4: Took some pictures jus outside my workplace which is an open field nice sky view ...
Thts bout it for my update of myself ... lol ... hopefully this week will be my best one ...I need to wake up soon and learn to see myself and know what I really want and who I really am. Just have the feeling that I am jus acting and not being myself people think I mght be good but thats only my COVER but inside of me is highly infected I really think that I am not a good person at all ....
No matter what I will still be positive and not wanting to waste my life after surviving for 21 years... I will be strong and I will be successful ... no matter what ... will have to try to keep in touch with my fren and communicate more with my family ... and finally to really improve myself ... JIA YOU JIA YOU ...
Cheers
Ash