A.Sinful.Him

Tuesday, March 17, 2009 // 1:30:00 AM A comeback.

Ok its been a month or more since my last update. Finally change my layout and blog skin. Having some trouble sizing the music player. Will do more improvement to it. lol. Frens I really miss you guys. Really donno how can I get through my sec sch life, my ITE life, my McDonalds life and my Army life without frens support and encourgement.

I am getting very lazy and lack of motivation. Take my studies for instance. I thought I can actually handle it like days in ITE. But it is so different without my frens, to be honest I haven make any fren in my class till now. Everyone just come and goes. Really miss the time Wan ting and Gina, we study for our exam at yishun McDonalds lol.

Now the only thing I looking forward to in a week is my dance lesson. Really had fun and love it. But I might need to stop for one term, due to my funding is not enough.

Job wise not very optismistic. My company have just gone through the first round of retrenchment, and planning to cut pay soon. Think the worst is yet to come. Along with my self management problems, its a disaster, losing the motivation when I first started in the company. Trying to find tht motivation back and get on with my work.

ok. will stop for the time being here. Nites. MUST JIA YOU!

-Cheers-
Ash

Tuesday, February 17, 2009 // 12:11:00 AM Sick

Finally updating something. but in not a so good condition. The weather is damn bad. Humid omg its a killer. I now down with FLU! ya with my nose keep running, which I also should do. lol. my tummy is getting sexier like a pregnant lady's.

Many things happened within this half a month. Its normal as we ppl have to move on with life no matter what happens and we are born to be able to move on. OK, back to my not so happy event first.

1) A freaking impolite and disgusting freak, whom I once called fren came to my house for visit during the second day of Chinese NEw Year. Every year he will not fail to boost about how well he did and never fails to remind me tht I am earning less than him also without fail to be rude towards my family members. Overall he NEVER FAILs to make me unhappy during Chinese New Year.

In the first place, I should not invite him to my house to celebrate chinese new year out of pity. Seeing him with no one wants to contact him and with his family kind of reject him ( which I now understand why), wanted him to at least feel the festive season.

To repay me in this happy and joyous occassion, he actually CHEATS in a card game with me my family and frens of our family. Thts unforgivable, adding on to it toking to my mom in a manner which I totally feel so angry as if she's a fren. ok fren is fren but she is my mom and I don think when we go to other ppl's house, we tok to our fren's mom in such manner. He just donno what he is RESPECT. Oh almost forgot his name is CHUA SEN YAN. Guards Medic, ya very cool. -.-"

ok too worked up not good for my body now lol. Its late shall return tomorrow to cont with my unhappy events. lol. :)

Nites my fren and may the god you believe in bless you.

Cheers!
-Ash-

Tuesday, January 20, 2009 // 1:33:00 PM Lazy.

Its after lunch. lol. want to make up for my past 2 to 3 days entries. Better pray hard my boss do not see me doing this lol. This month is real slow for business, and the first round of retrench will start after Chinese New Year. *PRAYING* please at least let me have some time to look for new job. But have to resign to fate for this, once decided I doubt the management will be soft hearted. Business is Business. I have to abide by the rule of Accountants lol.

Ok after the not so delightful news, I shall go back to the weekends. Its not very fun, definitely not what I have expected. Overall still ok.

Saturday was usual for me, waking up late as no more job for me in the morning, then go for my dance lesson. Hip hop lesson on Sat we learnt Bounce ( i suppose its the song lol). Its was real cool, before the lesson I actually went to watch Step Up 2, the last part of the movie where they dance in the rain, and the steps are cool. But what we learnt is more like the steps of the Hip Hop Champion from Philipines, the steps are just simple but keeping up with the tempo really need lots of concentration for me, plus I am prone to get tangled up lol. One word can describe how I feel after the lesson: 'Shag' .

My Saturday did not end here, I went to PLAY! with Jeremy and his gang. had fun dancing and not really drinking cos its like not cheap you know so I jus stick to my complimentary one. Its Kelvin's birthday (its also the first time I saw him), ya cakes again, I am sure to gain back inches that I lose in my dance lesson. The gang was funny and real playful. Its really a pleasure to have met them.

Sunday hmm quite a lazy one too. Had actually told my boss I cant make it to work on Sunday as I have expected that I will be reaching home late. So I slept till noon and help my mom out with cleaning of the altar.

Monday, hmm nothing much, work still the same. Met Miao Jun for dinner at The Soup Spoon @ Parco Bugis. The soup and Sandwich is really good. I can get my free Grande soup and a can drink on the next visit. Thanks to Miao Jun too for her contribution to my chop collection.

As for Tuesday, today till now I only feel sleepy. I did not have a heavy Lunch but yet still feel sleepy its like a timer set in my body to feel that way. No good. lol. OK! shall stop here first. Tonite then cont.

Cheers!
-Ash-

Thursday, January 15, 2009 // 9:59:00 PM The usual.

Opps I have not update for 2 days. lol. Really nothing special to write about, just daily life, wake up, bath, go to work, lunch, go home, dinner, surf net, lastly sleep. So I will just spare the details. But today ya quite happy cos my lesson was postphone to other days where the school have arranged for us for a make up.

Today our CAT paper 4 was conducted in Concord Hotel ( old Le Meridian), one of the function room. At the start, this whole idea is a mistake. Like what my lecturer Mrs Ang fear, things really did not turn out as smoothly as it suppose to be. First there is not enough seats for the whole class. Secondly, the table is small and its squeezy, its not like we are here to listen to talks which does not need to have that much space. But we do need lots of space for our lecture notes and for us to do the workings. Third, the visualiser sux really hard to see what Mrs Ang is writing, plus with my spec that need to be replace due to the change of my degree of short sightedness, I having headache. Lastly, due to all the problems we could not carry on with the lesson.

Mrs Ang tried calling back to kaplan to see if they can re-schedule another time for us to do a make up for this lesson, as most of the student including me and Mrs Ang thinks that it is useless to continue when we cannot concentrate due to all the disruption. So finally she managed to talk it through with the admin and release us early.

So now I am here updating my blog. Come to think of it i have been eating lots of chocolate these few days, really alot. Today I have finally finished the 3 quarter slab of chocolate that Shalyn gave, 70% dark choco. REALLY NICE! MADE IN SWITZERLAND. Nice nice nice. lol and I still got 3 more milk chocolate on my desk waiting for me lol. small one lol.

Really feel very tired but cant seem to be able to rest well. Still not bucking up and still lazy, omg I so hate myself, it is always easy to say than done but I will not give up and I cant give up I have to make it through.

Hao ba I shall stop my entry here. Look forward to Saturday for Dance lesson YEAH!

Cheers!
-ASh-

Monday, January 12, 2009 // 10:13:00 PM Monday Blues

Monday is always so demoralising. Have to drag myself to work but its still ok as it is not tht busy yet. Just reach office do some follow ups but I keep dozing off and in this kind of situation I am in the risk of being fired, so I must buck up drink more coffee and sleep early lol.

Still got lots of things haven done yet like my homework for wed and thurs lesson though its just one question. I have to make Friday midnight and Sat afternoon my study time, got to also do some work out to cut that tummy of mine. :)

Chinese New Year is just round the corner but it seems like I have lost the kind of feeling I use to have when I was young, the kind of anticipation for the holiday to come. NOw I just feel like its another day off for me. Or just another occassion where I can give myself that excuse to have higher budget for my clothings lol.

Ok thts about it. Got to sleep otherwise I really need at least 3 cups of coffee for a start for tomorrow. Nites!

Cheers!
-Ash-

Sunday, January 11, 2009 // 11:22:00 PM the End of WeekEnd.

Its Sunday, yes and I will be working on Sunday at Lucky Plaza. Not sad, but kinda enjoying it (some time of it.) Ya jus a sum up for What I did for my weekend.

Saturday. Windy day. lol ok Sat started very late for me, as I slept only at 5am after the late nite supper with Jie Yi and Joyce which I gain that extra inch on my BUTT not WAIST. lol. Enjoy of course but very tiring. Other than the supper the other reason that I can wake up late is also because I have lose my part time at IMM. Ya so when I wake up its already almost time for me to prepare to go for my dance lesson, had my lunch then set off.

Every week I always look forward to my dance class. I really find that it is too short lol. 1 hour is like only warm up. We did HOUSE this week, which mainly on foot works. The steps are simple but the pace is like hell. Jacky really drill us and I really like it but its damn tiring.

So to reward and Chinese New Year is near, Joyce and me went to Bugis to shop. Its really fun to be able to buy things and not really worry about money as I have set a budget tht is ok. lol. We started from Bugis street and I thought I can get some good bargins but in the end I only manage to get a shirt from Freshbox which is not what I think as cheap. Plus the clothing in Bugis street is like not so nice together with the crowd, OMG its crampy and uncomfortable to actually do shopping.

Then we decided to move on to Parco instead as it should be less crampy and its cooling. Ya indeed I bought 3 shirts from Newbie, which is COOL!!! to be exact its buy 2 get 1 free. lol. finally end my shopping spree at Giodarno, for my pants. It is hard for me to get a pants this year as my butt has grow out of proportion to my waist. But still with my determination and queued to the fitting room twice, I managed to get 3 pants. YEAH!!! Great Job.

That FINALLY concluded my Sat adventure. Sunday, I mean today not much of the thing other than the usual working at Lucky Plaza and face customer under the kind of polluted air condition, with taxi exhuast keep producing carbon monoxide at the back of the kiosk plus people smoking beside the kiosk. I think I am at a risk of getting lung cancer.

Ok its very late, and I got to work again tomorrow. But It should be a fun week to look forward to as I might have a KtV session. OH! I cant make it, its on a Thursday, got to tell Cynthia that I got my nightmare lesson. PAPER 4 - Cost Accounting on Thurs. Ironically, I still look forward to the lesson so as my lesson on Wed for paper 3. I must passit with flying colours.

Thats it for today, to be continue tomorrow. Nites.

Cheers!
-Ash-

Saturday, January 10, 2009 // 3:14:00 AM FRiday.

Thank god its friday. lol. YES! its weekend. Finally manage to sort of get all my things organise and clearing them slowly while trying to maintain my procedure of my work flow. Met up with Joyce and Jie yi tonight, but its really a long wait for joyce to knock off. No chioce but to just loiter around the store and chit chat.

Finally made it to the time Joyce knock off. We actually planned to go and sing K at Cineleisure and I was very very very hungry as I haven eaten anything for my dinner, so immediately thought of Xing Wang lol. But in the end, we did not sing cos the time to the closing time is like 4 hrs only and we haven eat yet, so we drop the idea. Plus no movie that we like to watch so also forgo that idea. So we stick to just eating. :D

NOw damn tired, still looking forward to the dance lesson tomorrow. :) ok got to sleep otherwise will be damn damn tired as I got lots of things need to do. Nites!

Cheers!
-Ash-